RUSH TOO FAR
by Abbi Glines
Available from Atria Books in eBook and trade paperback in May 2014
They say that children have the purest hearts. That children don’t truly hate because they don’t fully understand the emotion. They forgive and forget easily.
They say a lot of bullshit like that because it helps them sleep at night. Such sayings make for good, heart-warming clichés to hang on the walls, to bring out a smile in people passing by.
I know differently. Children love like no other. They have the capacity to love more fiercely than anyone else. That much is true. That much I know. Because I lived it. By the age of ten I knew hate and I knew love. Both all-consuming. Both life-altering. And both completely blinding.
Looking back now I wish someone had been there to see how my mother had sown the seed of hate inside of me. Inside of my sister. If someone had been there to save us from the lies and bitterness she allowed to fester within us, then maybe things would have been different. For everyone involved.
I never would have acted so foolishly. It wouldn’t have been my fault that a girl was left alone to take care of her ailing mother. It wouldn’t have been my fault that the same girl stood at her mother’s graveside, believing that the last person on earth who loved her was dead. It wouldn’t have been my fault that a man destroyed himself after his life became a broken, hollow shell.
But no one saved me.
No one saved us.
We believed the lies. We held onto our hate, and I alone destroyed an innocent girl’s life.
They say you reap what you sow. That’s bullshit, too. Because I should be burning in hell for my sins. I shouldn’t be allowed to wake up every morning with this beautiful woman in my arms, who loves me unconditionally. I shouldn’t get to hold my son and know such a pure joy.
But I do.
Because, eventually, someone did save me. I didn’t deserve it. Hell, more than anyone it was my sister who needed saving. She hadn’t acted on her hate. She hadn’t manipulated the lives of our family members, not caring about the outcome. But her bitterness still controlled her while I had been delivered. By a girl…
No, she wasn’t just a girl. She was an angel. My angel. A beautiful, strong, fierce, loyal angel who had entered my life in a pick-up truck, carrying a gun.
Ohhh, I just can’t wait for Rush’s POV! #RushCrush
RUSHHH! <3
Cant wait for Rush too far! Its gonna be amazing!
So good, I cant wait xx
oh my so deep and beautiful thought of Rush~ Rush Blaire forever <33
Love the teaser! Can’t wait 🙂
This sounds amazing! I can’t wait for more Rush. 🙂
so good cant wait for this
OH MY GOD!!!!I just wanna cry.. :’) ..this was SO BEAUTIFUUULLLL..! :’)
goshhh cant wait for dis bk!!
Oh god I’m filling up! That’s so emotional and amazing and brilliant and…….it’s just perfect and I need to read the rest. I can’t wait
OMG!!!!! I cant wait to read it ,i want to start crying already.
So glad, I can’t wait to read Rush and Nat’s stories from Rush himself.
Yay!!! Oh man, I just got a little teary! Can’t wait!
gimme gimme oh gimme #RushCrush all the way
OMG I can’t wait.
#RushCrush in full effect right now!
I can’t wait
Ahhhh so beautiful… :))
Omg ahh can’t wait!!!
Love it
I can’t waiiiiitttt <3 Love Abbi's books 🙂
I can’t wait! I need more Rush now!
Just can’t wait for this! Rush, we love u man, to the moon and back!*-*
Hell yeah! I am absolutely excited to read Rush’s POV!
Abbi, your book arrived here in Brazil and we finally met Rush! I would make VERY few questions about the book, my blog is the publishing partner that launched his book by aqui.Não found your email contact … So if you can, leave my email:luiza.e.b @ hotmail.com
I absolutely loved that!!! I can’t wait!!!
Beautiful amazing. . The Fallen series was my favorite♡ I downloaded the wedding song on iTunes Love it.
me to i cant help but sing along lol
OMG! I love Rush and Blaire, and their story is amazing! Lovelovelove <3 Can't way!!!!!!
It’s going to be great.
i think i’m in love… <3
Oh.My.God <3 <3 <3
I’ve been waiting for this for so long. I can’t wait!
I am so looking forward to this. I <3 Rush
Looking forward to this.
Love Rush and Blaire . Could not stop reading about them. Can’t wait for more!!!!!!!
I can’t wait! I could not put the series down! I was hooked and still am.
i hope this has a happy story and ending coz most books i absolutely love like the too far series when a book follows like this it doesnt end well for the characters i love like blaire and rush .. so fingers crossed this is a happy story lol